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Apr. 5th, 2026 08:53 pm
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Happy Easter to those who celebrate!

Mine was very quiet and low-key, as suits a rainy day. Had some tea, did some chores, worked on my "class" schedule, etc. The "etc" obviously did not include remembering to updates yesterday's post but I'll get to it.

fixations suck!!!!

Apr. 5th, 2026 11:11 pm
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i mean more in the sense of all consuming, all eating… i’m making progress on my coding but i have a tendency that when im faced with a problem that requires brain power (figuring out how to remake my oc pages using json/11ty) i tend to get consumed by it

which is great outside of the fact that it’s all my brain wants to think about and it’s been 3am sleep times like two days in a row now bc all i wanna do is keep working on it

like pls i wanna do my other hobbies…!!!! and get proper sleep!!!! and stop fuckin shrimping for 3-4 hours straight

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Apr. 4th, 2026 08:27 pm
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This past week has been a bit of a jumble as far as my personal curriculum goes but I might as well keep these posts going! This is one I'm gonna have to come back and edit, though. I'm gonna be staying up late to finish some stuff and I already know I'm gonna wanna go right to bed after that, lol.

Clarinet: First quarter of clarinet is officially passed! I played a short and somewhat choppy program for my sister and niblings today. I thought I'd found a clever workaround to the lack of a music stand but it turns out clipping sheet music to a lap tray and propping that on a chair is not an adequate substitute. Who knew? So, yeah, it could've gone better but I did the thing and that's what matters. As far as "Clarinet II" goes, I had a lax first week because it was short and I'll be going full-throttle starting next week. I'm still tossing around ideas for essay topics, so if anyone has suggestions, I'm open, lol.

Korean:
Coding:
Algebra:

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Apr. 4th, 2026 01:21 pm
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Saddest video game moment: not only does this NPC not like me nearly as much as I like him, he keeps telling me to go talk to a much more obnoxious NPC about it. Not for plot reasons, just "go bother him".

No! He's a dick! Can you please just communicate with me about your sad ex for at least a minute ;_;

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Apr. 3rd, 2026 08:59 pm
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Neighbors have been yelling at each other for like an hour. I freaked out a bit a bit ago, too, because I thought they were getting physical. Then I realized someone was just stomping and something got knocked over.

I could make out the lady of the house scream, "liar," and, "is it a woman," earlier so. Easy guess as to what the argument is, I suppose.

Guys, Idk. All the racket is making me nervous but I don't think anyone has laid hands on anyone. They're finally quieting down as I type this too... I don't like the idea that it could get dangerous for someone up there and I blew it off but I don't like the idea of calling the cops and potentially getting someone shot over a shouting match either. I almost wish that one cop still lived here, I might've considered asking him to go check on them.

gallery css is coming along...

Apr. 3rd, 2026 01:55 am
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enjoy the flashes of my 2013 and earlier art (i think some of those are maybe even 2011 or something, the napkin comics definitely are uh ... 2004...) bahaha i got into selfshipping pretty early on, i remember for some reason i had a huge crush on a gundam character, but never really made my first real 'self' to ship until i played kingdom hearts 365/2 as my first KH game on my DS



(i should probably write a journal on my own history with selfshipping/oc x canon cause i began early on before going into like a 7-year-long hiatus bc i had my oc/oc blorbos to carry me until sylvie knocked in and took over my life. anyway this is unrelated to my art gallery progress LMFAO)

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Apr. 2nd, 2026 11:42 pm
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So many websites are deciding they aren't on speaking terms with my VPN. Very annoying. Like, I wasted so much time tonight thinking that my Korean course was down, only to realize all I'd had to do the whole time was disconnect. Which I shouldn't have to do, imho. Bleugh.

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Apr. 1st, 2026 11:06 pm
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Whoops, nearly forgot about Wip Wednesday! No prompts last week, so here's just a small clip of something I'm working on:

Thunderblast spent an extra few minutes fussing unnecessarily with the fabrics. Partly just to enjoy the way they flowed like fluid between her fingers, catching the light in appealing ways-- but partly, too, so she could enjoy the way Megaempress stood back and watched indulgently. Thunderblast deserved to be indulged, after the whole hostage crisis. Especially since Megaempress had sent a lackey to liberate her from the room where she'd been held.

Once she'd had her fill, Thunderblast fluffed up the last of the cushions and stood back to examine her work with her hands on her hips and a smile on her lips. She smiled over at Megaempress, eager for her praise. Megaempress smiled back-- still looking indulgent but not especially impressed. Thunderblast caught herself from frowning but did pout.

"Don't you like it?" she asked, a careful balance of whining and warning that she was quite proud of.

"Well, they are pretty," Megaempress admitted, stepping forward to skim her hand down Thunderblast's back, between her wing-like kibble. "I just don't understand the point. They're covering all the plugs and connectors, for one thing."

Thunderblast huffed, pressing back into that touch before moving back towards the slab with a sway in her step. She said, "You know how to appreciate a little luxury, don't you? You've got enough spas spread throughout this place." Acutely aware of every line of her body, she turned and lowered herself gracefully to the edge of the slab. "Well--"

Her aim had been to recline into an alluring pose. Despite how much she'd handled the fabrics, however, she hadn't thought to account for the difference in texture between them and the bare slab she was used to. No sooner had she settled her weight than her freshly polished plating slid right off the edge made slippery by the sheets. She flailed as she fell, catching one of the cushions, which did nothing to stop her from clattering to the floor in an undignified heap. Her kibble flared behind her, throwing the rest of the cushions into disarray and upsetting the lay of the sheets she'd spend so much time perfecting.

POTENTIAL INTERVIEW?!??!!?

Apr. 2nd, 2026 09:41 pm
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im trying to not be too jittery/overly hopeful but considering i know how often i got ghosted on any game application job, to have them get back to me on my follow-up email is exciting as hell. no interview secured yet (mostly bc they said they'd email me later in the month to actually make a schedule/meeting link) but like the fact i got a response back in the first place when i was expecting nothing despite--i hate sound so assured but like, i know this is the type of game i've played, it's a small indie team, and i know unity like the back of my hand after fucking with it for 8+ years.

AUGHHGH JUST THE FACT I GOT A RESPONSE HAS ME KICKING MY FEET AUGHHH I DONT WANNA GET MY HOPES UP BUT I'M ANTICIPATING PLSSS PSLPSLSPLSLSLSLLL IDC IF IT'S PART TIME/CONTRACT WORK I WANNA MAKE A FUN GAMEEEEEEEE I WANNA MAKE A LUXOR INSPIRED GAME

Thursday Recs

Apr. 2nd, 2026 08:09 pm
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This week's Thursday Recs is going to the moon!


Do you have a rec for this week? Just reply to this post with something queer or queer-adjacent (such as, soap made by a queer person that isn't necessarily queer themed) that you'd, well, recommend. Self-recs are welcome, as are recs for fandom-related content!

Or have you tried something that's been recced here? Do you have your own report to share about it? I'd love to hear about it!

mutuals

Apr. 2nd, 2026 04:07 pm
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... well, vague title but its more the concept of mutuals bahaha. i feel weird going through my list of mutuals and cleaning up those who unfollowed. i know it's not ever something to take personally, but there's always this little sliver of 'what was it that made them unfollow/unlist my site?'

i know i'll never have answers and it's not something i'd ever seek out. it's probably weird to be the type to clean out my followers/who isn't following me back anymore, but i guess it's for peace of mind? plus habit from the tumblr roleplay community where you would curate your feed to just people who were mutually interested. plus i'm redoing my site anyway, so i'm tackling my neighbours regardless. i usually don't check in that often for who is actually listing me/following me cause i don't care that much, but y'know. tiny brain goblin moments

my book, it’s alive…

Apr. 2nd, 2026 11:44 am
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the pattern in the bg kinda got nuked but SHES REALLLL

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Apr. 1st, 2026 07:58 pm
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Alright, first day of the second quarter of my personal curriculum journey. I'm still dealing with the spillover from last quarter, as I said, but I'm excited to get started with something new. Well, kinda. I realized this really isn't going to be that interesting of a post because I won't be changing much. Just the same, I would like to lay out my plans for going forwards.

Like last time, I'll be doing four classes. I had hopes of expanding to five, since I do prefer nickel numbers, but seeing as I've had to give myself a "summer school" period to finish, probably not the best idea just yet, lol. Maybe next time! For now, I'm mostly going to be building off my work in the previous quarter.

I debated whether to keep "clarinet" as a class. Or, I guess, whether to go on to "Clarinet II" or something. All I'd really be doing, I figured, was continuing practice. At what point is a "class" just a hobby? Ngl, most of the reason I decided to keep it is because I realize if I didn't, it would be the only subject I wasn't advancing for the second quarter. I do want it to be a proper advancement, though, if it's staying. So! I'll be going back to what I felt was the best schedule, forty-five minutes in the morning on weekdays. This time will be mostly dedicated to actual practice of the instrument but I also want to lock in on getting the different key signatures and such memorized. I'll also be taking a slightly more serious approach in that I'll have a goal for how many exercises to get through in a week. Lastly, something I'm weirdly looking forward to is giving myself homework. Nothing major, mind you. All I have to do is transpose one piece of music every week and do two short essays per month, topics to be decided. Since I ended up only poking through that one clarinet book I got, I'm also assigning it to myself as course reading. Might assign more reading later-- one book per month, maybe-- but I haven't decided on that yet. And, of course, my "final project" will be another family recital. Possibly with a program made up (in part?) of the transposed music assignments, still rolling that idea around. I'm looking forward to pushing myself a bit with this one! I'll give myself grace on late work but no skips. Passing this class will require all assignments to be completed as well as doing the recital.

Korea, of course, will just be moving on to the second level of the online course I'm doing. Full disclosure, I did not end up capping things off as intended last night. Much like with the coding course, I misunderstood how much was left. There isn't a lot, don't get me wrong, just more than expected. I'll still have it done by the end of the week. And I'll be tricking my brain into not quitting this one by remembering that I started out the last quarter by spending three days on the wrong course path, so I technically have three days to make up. Makes sense to me, anyway! Anyhow, this'll remain my only daily class. Something I didn't really pay attention to before is that the course paths give an estimate of how long each section will take to complete. Going forward, I'll take those estimates into account and plan accordingly for one week at a time. Passing this class will require completing the course level, natch.

Coding class for this quarter will be focused on JavaScript and Python. I've got those Udemy courses I paid for but I'll be doing the courses on the site I've been using for HTML/CSS, too, since they offer a certification for each. Weekdays worked out better than weekends for the last quarter-- if only I'd figured that out sooner, lol-- so I'll be continuing that. No set schedule beyond that yet, since I want to get an idea of how much time is required for the courses before trying to work anything out. Passing this class will require completing both certifications on freeCodeCamp and earning both Udemy certificates of completion.

And, finally, algebra will be replaced by algebra 2. I quite liked my weekend schedule for this one, even if I did flub it in the last few weeks. I'm hoping to start strong with this refresh! I'm going to really hold myself this time to completing at least one homework assignment per week. There are so many free worksheets out there, there's really no good reason not to. As before, I'll do the lessons/take notes on Sunday, review/grade homework on Friday and find a quiz on my focus topic of the week on Saturday. Passing this class will require passing a final exam.

Really hoping I can put what I learned from last quarter's successes and failures to good use :D

grr locking in ...

Apr. 1st, 2026 08:36 pm
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it sucks that although i am working on my site remake, the most tedious part is the repetitive task of filling out all my data (my artwork, my neighbours, my bookmarks) which sucks that my brain blanks out so badly on it ... and because it's a coding/word related task, i can't really put on youtube videos and zone out to doing it!!!

i really do need to find some method to ease the tediousness of it that's making my brain unhappy to do it. maybe i need to force pomodoros or something

finally feeling a little more human

Apr. 1st, 2026 01:31 pm
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some of my emotional numbness from my burnout has lifted, thankfully, though the physical exhaustion is still lingering and feeling tired/unrested despite sleeping like the dead

i've mostly been working on coding my 11ty site remake, and i've reinstalled some of my older childhood games (namely re-volt aka the 1999 mini RC racing game, and caesar 3 aka holy fuck why is everything on fire), and i'm mostly just playing new horizons right now; i think i hit a pretty slow plateau in new leaf where it's just a bell grind and that's boring to me. i know i could probably hack in bells (esp since my 3ds is modded) but then it makes it even less fun(?)

probably if i had more public projects unlocked, it might offer me more incentive to decorate my town. the only things i really have to unlock is katrina's building and the rest is just ... town prettying up, and eventually the museum filling out over time. i'm in zero rush to pay off my house debts cause i dont really want empty space i can't fill at the moment

new horizons just has more for my brain to chew on, especially since i forgot i had the happy home DLC already bought years ago and I LOVE decorating the houses even if it feels more clunky in comparison to the 3ds game which allowed the stylus to move things around. tomodachi life on 3ds is also on pause since im just staring holes into the switch game to release AUGHHH I NEED ZHONGVIE TO DATE SO BAD

i got back into reading hazelthorn by cg. drews, since it's a dual read with my friend rn, though focusing on reading is very much a hit-and-miss at the moment. tomorrow i'm going with my classmate to one of the big farmer markets we have, which also has an antique store and other things to look around ... i hope it's not raining too much, or that more things are indoors so we don't get rained on

RAIN

Apr. 1st, 2026 10:13 am
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I know it's spring and that means it's supposed to rain a whole bunch, but whyyyyyy is it raining right at the time I need to walk places.

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Mar. 31st, 2026 08:25 pm
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So, today officially ends the first quarter of my personal curriculum. And this is gonna be a bit of a lackluster post because I'm ending the quarter with almost nothing completed to my satisfaction :,)

For one thing, miscommunication and forgetfulness led to my clarinet recital for my sister and niblings not happening. We're still going to do it but it'll have to wait for this coming Saturday instead. Since that was literally my only "win condition" for this class, I'm technically not done.

My Korean course is getting finished after I post this but you guys already know I'm not happy about the way this one went.

I also was not able to finish my coding course as expected. Partly due to connectivity issues, mostly due to me misreading the sections and not realizing how much was actually left.

Aaand finding an algebra exam to suit my needs turned out not to be as easy as I anticipated and so that's another "win condition" as yet left unfulfilled.

Why do I say "as yet"? Because this is fake school that I'm doing for fun and personal enrichment. It's also my first attempt. Flexibility is the name of the game, babes! Especially since there are another four full or six-sevenths-full weeks of April after this first one, I'm making the executive decision to allow myself to make up my work. I am officially giving myself until Saturday, so I can start cleaner on the following Sunday. I mean, hey, I was still getting stuff figured out during the first short week of this quarter, right? Might as well!

I will still technically be kicking off my second quarter starting tomorrow, to be clear. The new "classes"/courses will just be running alongside my makeup work. Which sounds like a lot, I know, but I genuinely don't have that much left to do to finalize this first quarter. T'is both a relief and a frustration-- I was so close! So much of it came down to timing. Not only in the sense that I never fully recovered my stride after my vacation but in the way I scheduled things. I severely underestimated how much material there was in the coding course and didn't really dedicate the right amount of time to Korean practice either, looking back. The algebra was probably the second best-scheduled but I fell out of the habit of giving myself homework or going over my notes during the week. That's something I'll need to keep in mind going forward, depending on the subjects. Clarinet was the best scheduled until I got to the one-hour practice schedule and turned it into something I was dreading. Tbf, I think it could've worked if my weekdays were a little more uniform and I could more easily fix my sleep cycle. That's a thought I'll have to put a pin in for when I've got my license and have more control over my schedule, though, because it's not something I can do much about just now. Suffice to say, I'll not be keeping that practice schedule going forward.

As for my second quarter, I'll talk a little more in-depth about that tomorrow!

This Year's Watercolors and Other Art

Mar. 31st, 2026 08:47 pm
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Been a while since I've posted these here. I've made a lot of them, but I'll only post a couple. I've not been able to do as many lately due to my job.

So here's Mt. Rainier and the Ravelwoods (the latter are constantly shifting forests, first created for the Wanderer's Library)--I've been branching into fantastical landscapes rather than just normal landscapes. It also provides me the opportunity to stretch my skills outside the confines of tutorials, while still using some of the techniques I learned in them.

Currently I'm working on a watercolor of a fox, and after that I don't know what I'm going to do art of. Probably a couple more tutorials.

I also commissioned some art from Kisota of my roleplay character and Jeri's (a very close friend). Go look at it, they look adorable.

Need to try and get Southern Basin concept art at some point. I want to find someone who can do good art of a Basin settlement or their technology.

Three Weeks for Dreamwidth

Mar. 31st, 2026 08:30 pm
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Watch for the upcoming event Three Weeks for Dreamwidth, running April 25-May 15. Folks post content only visible on Dreamwidth, and there are usually memes and other activities too. Mark your calendars!

This year I'm planning to focus on reading books to become an expert.

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Mar. 30th, 2026 11:59 pm
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I made the mistake of clicking on a buff lady model kit on AliExpress that turned out to have NSFW options. They weren't even displayed in the listing, mind you. Now every ad I get from them is full of standard goonerbait stuff. Seriously, not even buff lady goonerbait, just a bunch of skinny, big-titty anime babes. And Princess Peach stuck in a wall ._.
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