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Mar. 30th, 2026 12:20 pm
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game bugs…

Mar. 30th, 2026 10:57 am
asuraid: Sylvie, an original character, squinting with a blush across their face. (squint)
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i should’ve done more playtesting on the rpg maker game but tbf i was in SUCH a rush fo finish the game in time + video editing and … who would’ve thunk RPG Maker MZ takes ‘exclude unused files’ as ‘oh those are files you’re actually using but it’s in a plugin’ and made the game unplayable until someone was kind enough to point it out this morning…

well the game works now!!! i hope!!! i got all the missing images…

YAHOO MY FRIEND'S BOOK IS OUT!!!

Mar. 30th, 2026 12:46 am
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bahaha this is a very much self promo post but it's so wild to see her book out and loose ... and my RPG maker game i did based off it!!! if somehow you're interested, the goodreads is here for the book (so i'm not tossing the amazon link) and the rpg maker game i did based off the first 2 chapters is here on itch!!!

i personally ordered the physical copy to come in on april 1st ehehehehe

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Mar. 29th, 2026 08:59 pm
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It's kinda funny to look at my collection and think how much of it I wouldn't have now if I'd had my goals and preferences figured out earlier. And yet a lot of things I wouldn't have bought have found a home on my shelves now and I have no intentions (as of yet) to move them along.

What's got me thinking about this is that Hasbro has announced the first box set to be released in celebration of the Beast Wars 35th anniversary-- the entire S1 Predacon team .

Here's the thing. The molds used in the box set are all from the Kingdom and Legacy lines, put out a few years ago. It's hardly unheard of for old toys in new, premium decos to be released for celebratory purposes, of course. But here's another thing. This is actually just a collection of the Beast Wars Again two-pack releases put out by Takara. Which, okay, it's actually pretty cool to get them in the US since they were an Asian market exclusive and, well. We all know what importing has been like these last couple years, yeah? There are always going to be people who are new to collecting; people who didn't want something when it came out but have developed an appreciation for it later; people who didn't have the means when they needed it.

This isn't really about people, though, it's about me and my collection and my collecting. I managed to get a few of the Takara two-packs for a good price not very long ago, so I know how impressive these things look in-hand. I also have plenty of gaps to fill, so a box set wouldn't be too egregious of a double-dip. But one of the reasons I haven't yet gotten the rest of those Takara sets is that I decided to reconsider and reprioritize after getting the handful I have now. Those molds are generally good and the updated decos elevate even the weakest of them. But even so, they're a touch... off. Whether or not they're too off is a question I've been able to avoid having to think too much about since I've not yet found comparable deals on the figures I still need to finish out the lot.

My main rule for myself these days, at least as far as modern toys go, is that I give a pass to anything I can't imagine as The Definitive [Character] in my collection. No picking something up just because I think it's cool or even because it's a favorite character. Even if it means having gaps in the lineup, some things are best appreciated from a distance. There are exceptions to this rule, don't get me wrong-- gimmick lines that I want as their own display group (Missing Link), small things that made for good desk toys (Blokees, Yolopark, Auldey), anything I need to make a "shrine" display (proto-Arcee, WheelRatch), toys that do better to represent different versions of characters (Animated). None of those exceptions really apply here, though. These toys have a theme, sure, but they're bereft of gimmicks. They're not desk toys. I don't have any shrine plans (Dinobot and Blackarachnia would be contenders here but I don't like enough of their toys, lol). And they don't do a great job of representing the version of the characters that I care about, even if the redecos do make a stronger showing, because their alt modes are molded to look more like the "realistic" animals seen in WfC: Kingdom than like the original cartoon models Takara's retooling is minimal. Not to mention some of them are egregiously out of scale, though, surprisingly enough, that's not something I've ever paid much attention to with them.

On the other hand... I really, really want the show cast in my collection with modern articulation. And I could just hold out for a full lineup of MPs to scratch that itch, I guess. But do I want to? A CHUG lineup already stands out from my vintage BW but that's in a way that I find visally appealing. For the whole lot of them to be wildly too big, Idk. The Beasts are important to me and I have to admit that the show cast is one lineup I'd prefer to have in every scale. But then again, that's a preference. It's a thing I want, not a necessity. And having a lineup of toys that represent buyer's remorse as much as they represent my favorite characters isn't better, imo, than leaving that want unfulfilled.

This is a really good box set, something Hasbro can't usually boast. The corresponding Maximal set, not yet formally announced but known to be coming, will be too. The prices are even decent. And if they doesn't sell well, Hasbro could take entirely the wrong idea from that and we just don't get another shot. We might not get another shot anyway, since Hasbro has only fairly recently paid attention to the love there still is for this series and have mostly capitalized on it by homogenizing the Beasts with the more standard mechformers in whatever G1-adjacent thing is new. So, I find myself pinging between "are these the toys I want representing these characters in my collection?" and "do I think we're getting anything better?" And, I mean. It's hard to guess about these things even at the best of times but let's be real. New toys of these characters could be off the table for a slew of reasons unrelated to whatever direction Hasbro decides it wants to take the property. And their being off the table will be among the least of the concerns related to those reasons. There's an element of escapism vs reality here and once I make myself be a grown-up and confront that, admittedly, it hardly feels worth even worrying about.

So, uh. I wasn't sure where I was going with this when I started, really, and I wasn't expecting to Get Real about it. But I guess this was a lot of words to eventually say, "maybe if they go on sale."

gut punch sylvie yap!!

Mar. 29th, 2026 12:54 am
asuraid: A chibi version of Sylvie, an original Genshin Character, smiling at the camera. (neutral)
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Obsessed with characters who are chronic oversharers but in a way that conceals any real information about themselves. Characters who talk about everything but leave out everything that actually has meaning to them, who use their oversharing to hide all the things they're not talking about.

tired-fandom-ndn
gutpunch ass last reblog im ILL. too many thoughts!!!!!!!!!! illness in looking at sylvie and knowing their happy go lucky cheerful personality is 100% them but also 100% isn't. it's both their bare face and a mask at the same time.

they yap and yap and yap and talk and are open and warm but they never truly talk about themselves outside of a very few people. your worries? they will listen. their worries? nawww they're chill they don't have things on their mind (they're etched deep into their bones and buried underneath)

CLAWS AT MY FACE AUGHH FUCKKKK cause like. sylvie won't hide things they like, they'll share their stories, their hobbies, their projects, beloved things. they'll give you scraps of information about their past, they won't beat around the bush that they died, but the aftereffects of that? good luck reading between the lines!!!!!!

augh fuck i know i've talked about it but sylvie struggles as well with knowing that if the self they're presenting is their true self or just a facsimile of their true self. is there a true self underneath or has it disappeared and melded into all of their masks over thousands of years? what is an identity when you've lost your own, lived through hundreds and thousands of others, and had just as many hands and people shape your life?

(i crossposted this from tumblr dont mind me)

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Mar. 28th, 2026 08:59 pm
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I'll still have a wrap-up post to do on Tuesday but this is the last curriculum accountability post of the quarter already... I did not have the strong finish I'd hoped for, alas. Gonna keep this brief and say more during the Tuesday post.

Clarinet: Possibly the biggest fall-off since my trip, definitely the biggest fall-off of the month. The hour-long practices, largely because of my sleep schedule struggles, ended up feeling a lot more like a chore than a hobby and I haven't been consistent with them like I was previously. I even did some experimenting with the timing, either splitting half hours before and after work or waiting until after work altogether. Awful idea, lol, I should've listened to myself. Forty-five minutes really seems to have been the sweet spot. I'm not exactly dreading my little recital for my sister and niblings tomorrow but I'm not excited about it like I was either. I never ended up buying another music book and I didn't remember to print anything off at work Friday and as I may or may not have mentioned, most of the book is beyond my current skill level. I'm going to end up doing a selection from my exercise books, making an honest effort at two of the planned songs from the music book and finish strong with "Never Smile at a Crocodile" because I have that one nailed even if I have nothing else :,) I also didn't take the time to get a music stand, so that's gonna be fun to figure out, haha.

Korean: Okay, this is probably actually the biggest drop-off, lol. I do an amount of Korean practice each day but I never really picked up in force after the disruption of my trip. Something to reflect on, I guess. I'm gonna finish out the first quarter of the program but it's gonna take some cramming. I don't like the idea of doing that but I know my brain and if I don't at least technically finish a ninety-day course in ninety days, I might as well give up on ever moving on to the next levels.

Coding: Probably the one I'm still having the most fun with at this point. I'm not quite where I want to be, mostly because I'm at a point where the structure of the assignments is very tedious, but I know I can get through it within the next few days. I am considering, at this last stage, dropping the "final project" I assigned myself. If you don't remember, that was to publish a website. I still intend to do that, don't get me wrong, but in hindsight, it feels like something I should've been breaking into, like, weekly assignments. Y'know, putting up a site in progress and then fleshing it out each week or something like that. At the very least, I probably should've been doing more prep before now. I just had it categorized in my head as the thing I would do at the end and so I kinda sabotaged myself there. I still could do it, probably, but it would be rushed to an extent that it wouldn't really be a reflection of what I've learned. Besides which, this course ends with a certification exam and that feels like a more fitting way to finish. I know, I know, Actual Real School has final projects and final exams. Doesn't mean the fake school I'm doing for fun has to, though.

Algebra: ... Oh, yeah, I was supposed to be doing math, wasn't I |D Okay, fine, this was the biggest drop-off. I was supposed to switch to a weekday schedule this past week to catch up after my vacation but, uh. Well, frankly, I forgot. So, I'll be cramming for this one, too, at least a little. I've got a lot more confidence here, though, funny as it is to think about. I still need to find a free exam that suits what I learned but I didn't have any trouble finding quizzes or assignments, so I'm fairly confident in that regard too. Y'know, this is making me realize that I never came up with A Plan for what happens if I fail... I'll cross that bridge if I come to it, I guess!

i miss sylvie in my skull

Mar. 28th, 2026 01:15 am
asuraid: Sylvie, an original character, with a tired and disgruntled expression. (tired)
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to be fair i've been very tired and drained. usually it's pretty easy to pull them out for conversations (something something living character phenomenon, theyre akin to a munbond to me), but i haven't even had much energy for that ... it's funny, i used to use my ocs for conversations for coping (which now is sylvie), but when i'm most exhausted it's the hardest to pull them out, either for conversations or silly interactions with my friend's ocs, or my zhongli writer's ... err, zhongli LMFAO

it's definitely a weird, kinda empty feeling to not be able to connect to them so easily. i've had it before, but usually those were days i am aware i was either under some kind of depression, or fatigue, like i am now. i surround myself with them (my icon, theme, them in new leaf and new horizons, desktop), but lacking that connection sucks balls a lot

i know it'll eventually ease up and they will return/the connection will revitalize, but until then it sure sucks ass!!!!

until then, have this moo version of them by lavendergalactic

Chibi Sylvie in a cute green cow costume

i love you need for speed most wanted

Mar. 28th, 2026 12:11 am
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its funny cause this game was my introduction to disturbed as a band .. but it's also funny cause my parents thought i'd be a great driver cause i kick ass at this game (girl who has massive anxiety about driving at ALL). but seriously, pretty bomb soundtrack, i do miss the underground 2 deco system in terms of having lights underneath the actual cars themselves + more customization flexibility, but i still love the open world aspect of it and the blacklist system to progress, plus the cop chases although annoying as shit sometimes (20-30 minute long ones in the later progression), is definitely a good stress inducer in like a FUN way

... except every time i do cop chases, all i remember is the very old youtube videos where they go around a certain roundabout on the map with yakety sax playing on a loop. and if i remember right, this was one of the videos i remember watching about stupid shit that happens to the cop AIs in the game LMFAO. fly piggies fly!!!! 2012 good lord ... one of the videos that shaped my own childhood

i've definitely lost count of how many times ive actually finished this game. so many times i have finished it but lost my save file because i didn't transfer it over from an old hard drive or it got wiped somehow LOL. im also one of those that stuck with my bigger car to the end, but to be fair the chevrolet you start with (as an option) fucking kicks ass when its fully kitted out

... its weird, i dont know if need for speed had any real good games after most wanted. to be fair i also didn't look much deeper beyond underground 1 and 2, and most wanted. to be fair, even looking at ranking lists, underground 2 and most wanted (2005) tend to be the top ones, alongside carbon and some of the hot pursuit games

kinda funny youtube recommended me a very recent (2 days ago) video about need for speed's history, rise, and fall

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Mar. 27th, 2026 11:55 pm
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Idk what's going on tonight but it took forever to get a ride under forty bucks. Completely threw off my plans, as if my brain doesn't sabotage me enough on that front, lol. Ah, well. Some goals weren't totally met but at least I'll be getting to bed soon, so I can get up at a reasonable time in the morning. I've got all sorts of stuff I need to get done and I'm going to be very cross with myself if I don't hit at least a seventy-five-percent finish ratio.

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Mar. 26th, 2026 08:58 pm
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Coming up on the last weekend of the month and I'm having to hold myself back from over-committing to things I want to get done. Writing up a to-do list/schedule is hit or miss for me but I might do it anyway to try to get my priorities in order...

Thursday Recs

Mar. 26th, 2026 08:44 pm
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Feeling a bit sleepy on this Thursday Recs post...


Do you have a rec for this week? Just reply to this post with something queer or queer-adjacent (such as, soap made by a queer person that isn't necessarily queer themed) that you'd, well, recommend. Self-recs are welcome, as are recs for fandom-related content!

Or have you tried something that's been recced here? Do you have your own report to share about it? I'd love to hear about it!
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Guess who started playing Hades :D

Which is why I haven't been around much this week! I'm having a fantastic time, and I've also been staying up way too late and generally forgetting to do things because I think I have time for just one more run. Greek mythology was arguably my first fandom as a kid - alongside Narnia and The Hobbit - so the whole thing is extremely up my alley, and it's a really, really pretty game.

(All these years later, I'm amused that my otherwise restriction-happy parents handed me unabridged translations of The Odyssey and The Iliad when I was eight and ten, respectively. Return of the Jedi was off-limits because Princess Leia wore a bikini, but The Iliad is probably totally fine!)

journaling ... again

Mar. 26th, 2026 06:38 pm
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damn its a topic i always cycle back to, but it's because i still haven't found a system i truly can like ... sink into? my journaling in general is a very haphazard collection of thoughts mostly across my social medias (tumblr, dreamwidth, pillowfort) or in discord chats ... but the thing is, for private journals i dont have anything i've really honed into, or that i can stick with, and it kinda sucks!!

cause my requirements for an offline private journal is like...

  • i can use it on PC and mobile
  • i can use it offline

which like, obsidian does that, but i just cant? get into writing on obsidian...????? at least for journaling. i think its because i dont open it daily to give myself a like 'oh, i should write things down' ... well tbf i also don't have that habit in general to journal. i thought dump easily, but sitting to reflect on a day definitely doesn't come naturally

im mostly thinking about it because of my ... burnout? at least this low motivation spree of time for the last few weeks, and as much as i do feel comfortable yapping about it on dreamwidth, i also tend to be aware when im venting about the same things and wanna take it to private where i feel no personal judgement in talking about it. its just ... as said, annoying because i dont have the habit to journal, nor found the proper app/system that quite works with me and is portable enough to where i can do it on mobile, and PC, and be able to be offline (that isnt obsidian???? idk whats wrong with my brain and it not clicking :( )

i think it might just be because i use obsidian for other stuff as well, rather than just having a dedicated space for it--making a journal note in obsidian is no different than doing any other note. i kinda wish the integrated apple journal could be used on PC cause then i might be more incentivized to use it, but also its Apple. no LMFAO

spirit city has a journal built into it, but it's PC only ... sighs it feels like im searching for an impossible find, or maybe there is an app out there and i just havent... looked enough? one that's free, hopefully :/

memoria is also cool but ... mobile only :skull:

do i just need to ... try more with obsidian????? mayb i will. it’s just hard that once i fall off a habit, going back to it is really, really hard. i think this exhaustion for the last few weeks is just slowly catching up to me that it feels like it’s clawing at me to escape it somehow

maybe i need to let go of the idea of needing to be consistent with it, its just also the desire to be a BIT more consistent and not letting it rot for months on end, even for just the most basic 'whats a highlight of the day' kinda post. maybe prettifying my daily note template might inspire me more, plus swapping out the dividers based off the dividers i've got saved on tumblr

trying to leave it loose with sections i can just delete if i dont want them

obsidian template )

i’m thankful for mindless games

Mar. 26th, 2026 01:40 am
asuraid: A drawing of Sylvie, an original Genshin character, with the asexual flag as a border around the icon. (Default)
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i realize this should probably be a game log but i’ll worry about that not now. gaming heavy day, though i kinda feel like i needed it. tomodachi life demo is out and i had a lot of fun with it, though i’m disgruntled they basically lock your miis up after the demo is done so they can’t even interact with anything

mostly doing dailies on new horizons and new leaf, im starting to feel a bit of a burnout, and i stopped checking in as often in 3DS tomodachi life… i should do so again

but on the topic of mindless games, i’m glad i have a few ‘forever’ games i can always revisit that are immensely mindless for me, where i can just lock in and forget life exists for a bit

jazz jackrabbit 2, luxor 3, and need for speed most wanted (2005, not the 2011 one) are games i can literally zone out and play. jazz jackrabbit not quite as much, that one needs me to focus a bit more than ‘shoot balls’ and ‘zoom zoom drive’ LMAO since it’s a shooter platform, but it’s one of those games among the ‘i’ve replayed this bitch so many times i lost count’

with how drained i’ve been and lacking general motivation, it’s nice to just revisit nostalgia comforts that offer me a reprieve from everything for a little bit

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Mar. 25th, 2026 08:53 pm
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I was so stoked because I was feeling sleepy and I thought I was gonna be in bed before midnight. Then I remembered that it's Wednesday and that I hadn't done my workout yet. Aaand now I'm awake again :,)

Also: Wip Wednesday! I got "dark" and "darkness" last week. Meant to write something new. Didn't. But at least I had a few in the barrel. Had to double-check to keep myself from reposting a couple, though, ngl. If anything here looks familiar, it should only be because they were clipped from the same wips as some previous offerings. I even included some non-Transformers stuff this time! Been a while since that happened! Anyway, here we go:

Read more... )

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Mar. 24th, 2026 08:59 pm
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Well, I checked out the Blokees model kits that my officemate gave me. Did five of them. I'm not sure if I'll do the others or give them to my niblings or what. The kits are pretty satisfying to put together and the final models are cute. I just don't really have a spot for most of them. I can only keep so many on my desk, after all.

I did the Starscream and Thundercracker alt mode kits because they're only like six pieces and I'm considering turning them into keychains or charms. I've been brainstorming itabag ideas and a seeker-themed bag is on my list of maybes; they could work for that. She also gave me two versions of Wheeljack; one robot mode and one alt. I've got a Wheeljack on my desk from her already but it's a larger scale than these. The alt mode would made for a good keychain or bag charm, too, I think. The 'bot mode model would be cute but I'd be worried about the integrity of it unless I glued a couple pieces, which I'd rather not. Though I guess whenever they get around to releasing corresponding Ratchets-- they've done Ironhide in this scale, so it's surely only a matter of time-- I can add them to the WheelRatch shelf display I'm going to put together. The last kit I did was Long Haul at the larger scale. I'm not sure what compelled me, tbh. I do love the G1 Constructicon colors, though, and he is, strictly speaking, my second favorite of the group. I'm tempted to finish off the team, just I'm not sure what I'd do with them then.

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Mar. 23rd, 2026 08:53 pm
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Well, I did not forget to go to work. Shock of shocks, right?

As much as I wasn't ready to go back, it was a good day for it. There wasn't a lot left over but what there was kept me busy until it was time to pick up the first drop. Then that was enough to last until the second drop. All without being overwhelming even. Of course, this means that there won't be anything when I go in tomorrow but, y'know. One day at a time.

My officemate also went a little overboard buying Blokees kits while I was gone, apparently, I came in to a bunch of her extras on my desk. I went ahead and did a couple, probably gonna put the rest up to do with the nieces. Officemate liked the Trumpeter kit I brought her and I'm hoping she'll bring in the figure when it's put together. I'm curious how the quality compares to my Trumpeter Arcee, who lives on my desk.
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oh well putting it publically also makes me feel a little more inclined to do it because i am Seen
  • add all existing gallery work to the new gallery (long-term project lmfao sobbing)
  • figure out which pages can be lazily transferred over and don't need anything fancy
  • pondering a new oc layout using nunjucks templating ... err well not NEW rather more migrating it
  • remaking about me page
  • remaking now page ... might need to find an easier way to do it. might make a separate archive page

AUGHHH MERCHHH AUGHHH

Mar. 23rd, 2026 06:35 pm
asuraid: Sylvie, an original character, kissing Zhongli of Genshin Impact on the cheek as he's grinning. Visible age lines are under his eyes. (zhongvie)
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there's something SOOO AUAHDS LIKE??? MY BLORBOS??? MY BRLBOS????? the duo standee inserts are making me so terribly weak because of the layering opportunities AGUHHH FUCKKKK EXPLODESI NTO DUST

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